Dot dot dot ... Starting this post with some random DOTS! I havent been blogging for the past few weeks and i must say, mi am very very sorry! Blek! Let me ask, what are words? Comparing with speaking it and writting it, to me, its really different. Sometimes speaking it, people would just ignore it? But most of the time, writting it down gets more attention to the receiver.

And erm, when we meet new people, they tend to be really happy and deligted to be with you. But when time passes, they get bored of you... sigh, how then do we change that? How can conversation between 2 person be way way more interesting? How can I now make conversation between me and another person like as if we just met? How can I make it all fresh again? All so funny and happy and tiggling again...

I've tried, I've just been myself but somehow the other person aint really responding. Gah, thats me speaking again! Me and me and more of ME!

My life is full of dots, dots that are not filled. But many of my friends, their lifes are already so filled up! I am jealous, yes i am. I really feel so left out, I really feel lost on what they say. I feel really bad when i pretend to know but when i dont... Gah (again). But why does one treats you nice with words but does the different infront?

I care, but maybe i care too much. I love buy maybe a lil too much too... (dot dot dot) Should i just fly away instead? Nopez, thats so not Casey Liew! I stay, and maybe the only thing i could do is just to hang on and wait to see what happens next. I don't wanna be a fool again, i don't wanna mess things up again. It hurt really bad the last time, but i bet this time, it would be really really sweet! But yes i hope again that i can makes things interesting again, and i could feel deeper, and to understand more...

(Sometimes i really hope that i could read peoples mind, that would make my life way easier)

Dot dot dot ... Random! I really dont know what to continue now.